The times, Are a changeing;

Well i had to drop 3 classes in order to find myself a job since the family is suffering and i'm failing to uphold my self in the classes. Tines are rough and i am heavily considering the military.

They can teach me discipline and strength, as well as bestow my with courage. All of these things i lack. At any rate, i leave you with this short story and random song.

"There once was a man who had no knowledge of who he was, and what his past had been. He had devote his entire life to finding these answers. And one day he met this genie, who ask 'And what will be your third wish?' In reply, the man ask 'What of my second and first wish?' The genie simply said, 'Your second wish was to undo the first.' With this the man realized what his first wish had been was no good and that he had some how forgotten it. He had no other wish but to know of who he was and what his past had been. He then said after a brief moment thinking about it, 'I'd like to know my past, and who i really am.' The genie chuckle uproariously and said, 'Strange; That was your first wish.' And with this the man was bestow with visions, memories, of horrible deeds and crimes. Visions of blood that forever stain his hands and soul. He had come to remember that he was something no mad should ever be. He spat curses at the genie and told him of how it must not be true,.. it COULD not be true. That he had been mistaken by giving him these memories and visions. The genie said simply, 'There are no more wishes you can make, and no way to forget these things once again. You hav eonly yourself to blaim.' And with that the genie return from whence he came; The man no more of a man than a quivering, weepeing husk that he had been all along."

Random song:
Unheilig - Ich Will Alles